L.A. Ashby

S/tick is very pleased to present a brand new poem by L.A. Ashby!

Spider Webs

For My Father:

I remember hoping that the blood
cascading from your hands
actually came from your wrists.

I toyed with the idea of an extra-large coffin
for your bloated body;
your face still whiskey-red and wrenched in anger.

But here you are, bitch-crawling on the white marble floor
in the white bead board kitchen    
with white cabinets, bleeding Jim Beam 7-year
tatting, like spider webs at my feet. 

In the corner, my mother;
she picks up shards of the porcelain lamp                  
that you just drove through her grandfather’s desk.

Her tears, fallen
Appalachian-rain onto the dull rough hardwood.
I ready for the five hundred cuts that she is bound to get.
                                                                              
Step over you into the bathroom
and in the mirror I see that you got me one good.

I toss you a Band-Aid,
you melodramatic-moan, a heave-squall-gasp.

My phone clicks open, the numbers dial themselves.

as your 95’ Blazer growls gravel down the hollow
and I bitch-crawl with bleach on the white marble floor.

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Rachael Z. Ikins

S/tick is pleased to return from summer holidays with brand new content from Rachael Z. Ikins! Please visit Rachael at her website, and watch for more from her in the upcoming Issue 2.3 of S/tick!

I Hear a Robin Sing (TW)

I can’t see anything. I grab at twisted nightgown wrapped around my neck, over my face. ”You want to fuck?” Her voice yells. ” I ‘ll fuck you!” She shoves me toward the bed. It is high, a new style mattress. Catches the small of my back.

I gasp for air, fingernails snap on fabric. I hear it rip as her muscular knee forces my thighs apart. I am crying. 

"NO! NO! " my voice cracks. Our bedroom window open, it is spring. A thought flies through my head, can neighbors hear? She always worries what they think. She sees herself: perfectly coiffed, nails filed sharp,  made-up, a creased-pants example of the-only-way-to-be. If they do hear us, it will be my fault. It is warm outside, light, evening air scented with the lilac hedge alongside our house. I hear a robin sing. Kind of evening, used to love to ride my bike through after supper when I was a kid.

I’ve kept the nightie over ten years. It  rips in two, now a rag. I heave my hips, slap at her. She punches one sharp-tipped hand inside me.  I’m still screaming NO NO NO. Somehow I slide out from under her. “Get the fuck away from me!” she hollers, I’m the attacker? She will be sure of it later. Stagger to the bathroom. Shield my breasts one-handed, throw the door lock. Sometimes she tackles doors like a football player. They explode open. Other times she slams them, pictures on both sides of walls fall, glass breaks.

I put my hand between my legs to see, is there blood? I sink to the cool tiled floor, just a nameless drip of condensation from the shower. The nightgown was white with lavender and pink roses printed on. I hold a scrap to my face. Blot my tears. I can’t make eye contact with the woman in the mirror over the sink. I hear the television come on, Access Hollywood. My little dog snuffles along the door-crack. I want to let him in. I can’t move yet. He thumps his body down on the other side to wait. One day soon I will leash him and his sister, stuff cat in carrier, throw my medications and important legal papers in my computer bag, grab purse and cell phone, we will leave. We will stay with friends while I find us an apartment. I will sign divorce papers and explain to my passionate young attorney that I do not care what I  am entitled to, I will no longer fight her for anything at all, not even a dollar bill. We will move into our new place end of July. Helpers will leave us, four freed survivors afloat, a sea of cardboard. A friend and daughter will bring me a plate of chocolate chip cookies tied with a turquoise and orange bow. “Happy Home Coming.” 

It will take me two years to stop flinching when I hear neighbors on the stairway, to stop expecting the locked security door to blast open. It will take me two years to decide to write about it, to take the closet door off its hinges so the bully has no where to hide.  She will have stalked me from the back seat, her friends’ Lincoln, searching the parking lot while I stood right next to the poop can with my dogs. She will knock on my door, winter. Not knowing who it is, I will open. The dogs will attack her legs. She will thrust my painting and a box of small treasures into my hands. Spin away, dash downstairs into the snow. I learn to be in charge of the lock. There is a huge difference to a life where you are in charge. Today I will walk the dogs into fresh spring air. Starlings will chortle from poplar budded branches. 

Epilogue: one day I will see her on a metal bench outside Bed, Bath & Beyond.

Without my glasses I will recognize the crease in the woman’s sneaker socks and will realize it is my ex. I will enter the store, make my purchase, leave the doors at an angle that will prevent me from seeing the bench again. I will shake my head. She is just a white haired old woman, bouncing one leg. No longer dyes her hair. I will drive away into my freedom.

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Merrill Edlund

S/tick is very pleased to present another Canadian writer, Merrill Edlund, with the following delight!

tightpantsrant

It usually happens on a day when you have a spring in your step and you feel a like the sun is shining just for you and you’ve decided to take up yoga and you wander into a store to buy the latest tight pants and the girl says to you oh yes, those are the style that my mom wears. You’re sure she is just trying to be pleasant, to strike up a conversation maybe make a sale. But it hits you like a stone pinging off your windshield and yes indeed she has put you in the same age category as her mother. She is not one of the younger attendants in the store, she appears to be the store manager and she’s likely younger than your oldest daughter. Wait for it, she can’t stop herself; I hope I look as good as you when I’m your age. (You want to say you don’t look as good as me now). You are a middle aged woman and every style in the store makes it even more prominent. That pulpy protuberance that reminds you that you gave birth to three children, endured twenty five years of not sleeping through the night and you are too tired for exercise of any kind.  Even though you want the glow of downward dog, and the yoga instructor is the cutest young guy you have seen half naked in forty years, you just don’t know if your back can handle all that twisting and turning. And you ponder skipping yoga and going to a friends for a glass of wine instead. You need it more than falling on your head while attempting a hand stand against a wall. Somehow you have made it. Burned your bra, survived all of the fads and still you spend over one hundred dollars on tight pants and they come with a bag that chants your outlook on life is a reflection of how much you like yourself and breathe deeply and do one thing a day that scares you like reading the words will make you a better person. You have just purchased happiness and a chance to get rid of the ripples of cellulite that hang in layered folds under your arms and besides your ass looked pretty damn good in the three way mirror and low lights. Tight pants that clinch caesarean closures and bind the breach of a bewildered bulky uterus that was wrenched out like a woolly sweater (it was just hanging around too full of itself). Just when you are at the point in life where you have nothing to lose, you’ve stopped living in a laundry commercial and now wonder when the pills you took to buy her freedom will stop causing concaves the size of moon craters in your body. And you wonder if she will ever thank you.

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Kasie Whitener, PhD

S/tick is pleased to present Kasie Whitener, PhD, with a brand new story! And you can visit Kasie’s blog for more!

Casket Fresh

          Well, I know she’s tacky, honey, but she’s family. You don’t have to remind me about how hard she makes it on ya’ll. I know about that time she took you and your sister to the R-rated movie and made out with her boyfriend and told you not to tell me. I thought she’d be a great babysitter for you because, you know, I used to babysit her and so I know I showed her how to do it. But I guess my good lessons never did rub off on her because she couldn’t be trusted a lick to keep you. Or your sister. I thought maybe your sister’s thing with the boys came from her followin’ your cousin around while she was so young. But then there’s so many things that cause the kind of problems your sister has with the boys. You never did though, did you? You never had those problems and now you’ve got Beau and he’s just as perfect as can be. I know you’re so in love with him it’s like you can’t stand it. I know. I remember bein that in love with your daddy. And then with your sister’s daddy. And then. Well it doesn’t matter now. Bein in love is something special every time it happens. Course this is the last time for you, isn’t it, sugar? Until you have a baby girl anyway. I never have been in love like I was with you when you were born. And with myself for havin born ya. Course your daddy didn’t stay in love with me even though I had done that work to born ya. But that’s okay. He’s a good man anyhow. I’m glad he’ll be there for you. Thank you, honey, for invitin your sister’s daddy too. I know you don’t know him and Darla that well but they mean a lot to your sister, she’s still so young, and they’ll need to be around a lot more. After. Well that doesn’t matter now either, does it? Oh, don’t cry, honey. It’s gonna be a while, you know. Let me hold that for another minute, okay? They said it would be okay if I just for another minute. I promise. Your sister was here last time and she’ll tell you. Go ahead and ask the nurse if you don’t believe me. Or text your sister. Go ahead. I’ll wait. Not like I’m goin’ anywhere. Oh, hell, honey quit that cryin. This is why your sister comes instead of you. This and so she can skip school. Crazy girl. Beau told you it would be like this. He knew because of his mama havin to do it, remember? She’s got that neat little fake titty now. Did she show it to you? Lord, you’re a mess. Get it together please. It ain’t the end of the world. It ain’t even the end of the dose. Now, come on and read me the rest of the names. It matters, you know, even if I’m not there. Especially if I’m not there. It matters to include family. I know you’d like to leave some off and, well, your cousin for example. But remember the summer she came and stayed with us after Darla? Remember she had that polka dot bikini? The rainbow one with the tiny black dots that looked like it had mold spots or something? That was the summer you got your period and did you tell me? No, but you told your cousin. So she’s good for something. She was your confidante. She kept my secrets when she was a little girl and my sister trusted me to watch her and we ate ice cream instead of lunch. She was a wild teenager, I know, and she’s a bit tacky, I know. But her mama’s gone now and she’ll be good for you when. Well after. But let’s don’t talk about that now. You know what my sister used to call girls like her? Okay, yes, you can take it now. I feel better now. My sister, her mama, used to call them casket fresh. Oh, honey, really, don’t cry. It ain’t what you think. It means the front is all presentable but the back is a mess. Get it? Like no one sees that anyhow. Right? Wait. Honey, I’m sorry. No, you’re right. Funeral jokes ain’t funny. I’m sorry. Here, let’s get through the rest of the list. I’m sorry. She’s family. Invite her. She’s family. You’ll be glad she’s there, you’ll see. The day in your life when everyone you know and love is in one place. Don’t leave anyone out if you can help it. You don’t want to miss anyone. There’s a second time, of course, when everyone you know and love will be there, but that time you’ll be dead. Don’t look at me like that. I ain’t forgettin’ about that. Ain’t forgettin that time gonna come for all of us. All of us. Some sooner. But this time is your time and I know you’ll be just beautiful. And Beau will be crazy with love for you. And I’ll think you’re prettier than you’ve ever been. Except maybe right now. While you’re here. For me. Smiling. Or tryin’ to anyway. Thank you, darlin’, for tryin’ to smile. You kinda look casket fresh when ya do that, ya know? Pretending it’s okay. Pretending you’re not ready to burst with the tears behind those pretty blue eyes. It’s okay. We’ll be okay. You’ll see.

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Nettie Farris

S/tick is pleased to welcome back Nettie Farris with a brand new poem!

Bluebeard

               a story by Charles Perrault

She wrote
a violent
poem.
(Hooks.
Knives.
Thunderous
hooves.)
Then
erased it.
The blood
she
could not
get
rid of.

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Olfa Drid Derouiche (Olfa Philo)

S/tick is very pleased to present a new poem from Olfa Philo. Please check out her website to enjoy more of her work!

A Poetess’ Wrath

you might be wonderin’ when
I’ll destroy you with my Pen?
don’t need your poor money!
what we need is pure honey!
don’t need your food and
shelter, we’re not your dogs!
what we need is sweet
talk and a daily hug!
don’t need a ring and bed
to make of us your slaves!
need our hearts and minds
to explore what the world gave!
want us for your
cooking,
washing and at night ‘whoring’?
we’re not here on earth to be
the object of your ‘dirty’ craving!
roaring, thundering, hurting
whenever and wherever you come,
but shrivel, shrink when sun sets
and tiny little you become!
impatient, greedy, hungry as if
against time racing!
so never ever our golden hearts
will you be embracing!
never ever will you gratify
our hidden craze!
never ever will you hug
our love and praise!
never ever will you
‘strip tease’ our mystery!
never ever will you
kiss away our misery!
we can just but pretend
so as not your feelings hurting!
kind, sweet, as we are always
loving and for others caring



killed teens, shuttered ladies,
thousand of hearts fade!
it’s for your impure tainted Lust
that whores are not born but made!
hey, pretentious males!
heaven is not in your increasing heat!
our gracious Almighty God
put ‘Heaven under mothers’ feet’

“I’ll destroy your Curved Pens with my Straight Pen! ”

“Tongue-twisters!”
“Bone-shakers!”
“Whim-seekers!”
“Nude photo-stickers!”
“Whore-hunters!”
“Porno-watchers”
“Babes’ collectors”
“Heart-breakers!”
“Lady-murderers!”

who on earth think you are blind, deaf and dry?
tender ladies hugged your shore
but never knew how to adore!
thinking, acting with your ‘Pens’
instead of your hearts and minds!

I’m not the sex bomb you adore
I’m the soul bomb you ignore!
I’m the Beauty concept modifier!
I’m the one who‘ll put fire!
I’m the fusion of heart and mind!
I’m the poet of love and grief!
will destroy you with my pen! 
will straighen your curved pens!
make you harness your desire!   
make you think before you fire!
  
my noble silence you disrespected!
my splendid Heart you displaced!
my pure nature you made wild
then fancy fade and hide?
 so now the wrath of my
Pen you’ll embrace!

 
no more wrath…
no more hate…
no more loathin’ for you…
from that milky heart of mine
I have just compassion for you
compassion for your male gender
compassion for being cursed

by your own Curved Pens

the Pens for which you betray …

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Yvonne Jayne

S/tick is happy to present Yvonne Jayne with a brand new poem!

Storms in the Long Night

I am shaped by her thought of me,
I am named in her dreams,
Baptized by her vision of me
And born into her likeness.

I am shattered by her disappointments
I cry for her lost life,
I fall in her vacuum and
I flail in her failures.

I am driven by her dreams,
I am powered by her regrets,
She is capsized by the curse
Of her marriage to a madman.

I am rocked by his rages
Storms in the long night,
His genius beats against his bars
I am shattered by his disappointments.

I am unsteady, rising to the sun,
I am called in visions
To express what is sinking,
Back to the core of me again.

I am unheard in my expression
Struggling to have a voice,
I am told to stop being dramatic
And make obedience my choice.

I am shattered by their disappointments
Drowning in their struggles,
Each is the enemy of the other
Storms in the long night.

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Erin Verdi

S/tick is very pleased to present Erin Verdi with a brand new non-fiction short story!

Bothered

The University of Washington Muslim Student Association is located off campus in what appears to be a two-story house shielded from the street by overgrown bushes and moss-covered trees. My friends and I have no idea where we are going, and have the slip through a gap in a chain-link fence to reach the entrance. Three men are smoking outside, all bearded and with their heads respectfully covered. Shoes are piled like a rubber-soled mountain range by the door. The men stare at us, suspicious or intrigued, but say nothing. We have no choice but to stand there awkwardly while we decide what to do.

“Women go upstairs!” someone calls. We look around, unable to see the speaker. “Upstairs!” the voice repeats. My eyes trace up the wooden staircase beside me, where a woman dressed in a full-length skirt and hijab smiles and waves at us. I look down doubtfully at my short dress and leggings, overly aware of my uncovered head. I knew from studying Islam that modesty was important, but unfortunately for me my wardrobe was not particularly accommodating in that regard.

With a shrug my two companions and I follow the woman up the stairs, where she welcomes us into an apartment that has been converted to a mosque. Everyone leaves their shoes in the space originally designed for a pantry and takes a seat on the floor. There are pillows scattered everywhere for those who require them. My friends and I sit at the outskirts of the room, where we strive to be invisible. I press my back to the wall and try to look inoffensive. From my position at the back of the room, I have a clear view of everything.

The first thing I notice is that there is a white curtain separating the men and the women. I could see the men’s shadows through the fabric, but not much else. The speaker that day happened to be (and usually was) male, so all the women in the room had to listen attentively to an unseen lecturer. I don’t understand much of what is being said, as the speaker has a very thick accent and I have a very short attention span. Many of the Muslim girls are on their phones texting or talking to one another. The speaker seems secondary in importance to them. I sense that there is more of a community between the Muslim women in the room than between the Muslim women and men.

There are also several infants in the room, who are given free reign as their mothers engage in salat, the Muslim prayer where the Qu’ran is recited while a series of movements are performed. I do not know the ritual of salat, so I entertain myself by watching two infants introduce themselves to one another. They knock heads and tumble over, completely bewildered at their own lack of motor coordination. One of the older women, who is not performing salat but remains sitting against a wall, grabs the baby nearest to her and holds him in her lap. The mother smiles at her gratefully, a reaction I did not expect. Inside the service the old woman is part of the same family as the young mother; they are united by common ground and find trust and responsibility in their similarity. The women in the room look out for one another.

I lose myself in the steady flow of Arabic, the language somehow fragrant. Suddenly the service is over, and people are retrieving their shoes.

“Did you like the service?” one of the girls next to me asks. Her eyes are eager and bright, framed by the curve of her pink and white hijab.

“I did,” I say, “Is this how the services typically go?” The girl shrugs.

“We have a different speaker every week so the quality of the service depends on that.”

“Do you ever get to…see the speaker?” I ask awkwardly. The girl purses her lips.

“Not often. The speakers are usually male. Women don’t usually…they don’t usually speak.”

“Does that bother you?” I ask. She doesn’t answer.

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E.M. Youman

S/tick is very pleased to present E. M. Youman with a fabulous new short story!

Dear Craigslist

He grabbed her arm, her feet lifting a few centimeters off the ground. Her briar-like hair sank into the sweat-soaked off-white cotton covered chest. The thudding sounded like an avalanche of rocks. Two top-tier shelves of books crashed into the spot she recently occupied. Tasha turned, beating her fist into the cotton chest.

“I told you, you can’t move the bookshelf while the books are still in it,” she said.

“I’m sorry, I was hoping we could’ve carried it out on its back without having to go through boxing up all your books,” Allen said.

He grabbed her wrist and held them above her head, out of striking distance of his chest.

“It was worth a shot baby.”

He leaned forward and she turned her head, missing the kiss he wanted to plant and meeting the cold beads of sweat on his cheek instead. She shuddered, pushing him away.

Striding toward the stairs Tasha tripped over the orange tape gun, Allen had left lying on the floor next to a box marked movies. She massaged her ankle before picking up the tape gun and slamming it on the coffee table.

Allen’s lips curved into a sympathetic grimace before saying, “Sorry.”

“I’m going upstairs to finish in my room.” She took the stairs two at a time and then turned around. “Please, pack my books up.”

In her bedroom, her mood lightened at the sight of the thick blanket of sunlight streaming in from the bay window spanning two-thirds of one wall. Tasha thought about the new place and the bedroom that contained one pathetic window, shaded by an apple tree that blocked the revitalizing sunshine.

She walked over to the monolith-sized nightstand and ran her hand across the mahogany. It was a garage sale find she came across on Craigslist one late night. The nice old lady who answered the phone told her there was one other person interested, but he was a man and she said the nightstand was meant for a female.

Tasha opened the bottom drawer first and took out her magazines on electronic engineering. Each one alphabetized by subject matter, she leafed through them and saved the ones that had the most wrinkles and threw the rest on the floor, which had now turned into her throw away pile.

The second drawer held her jewelry. She grabbed her tote satchel from the top of the nightstand, placing the boxes in her bag. The tiffany ring box sat on top. She opened the velvet box as if she wasn’t sure it was still there. Her breath caught in her throat as the sun illuminated her prize. The one carat diamond sat on its pronged pedestal flanked by six round distant cousins on each side of the white gold band. She bit her lip and snapped the box closed then zipped her purse.

The last drawer was the hardest of all. The sun revealed the neatly lined array of vibrators, worthy of a display case. She ran her hand against each one remembering her likes and dislikes. The pale pink one: a battery guzzler. The black one’s lawnmower sound reminded her why vibrators did not belong in her purse. Going to her friends’ house to use their bathroom for ten minutes rightly allowed them to haze her for ten more afterwards.

She could still smell the jasmine-scented soap she used to clean them. But there was another smell lingering, making her feel guilty: dust. The musky smell of dust lingered over the jasmine, suffocating her. It robbed her of the chance to enjoy reminiscing about lazy afternoons in which she stayed late in bed with the rabbit or the frisky tease.

Her cyclic use of the vibrators slowed once Allen entered the picture. She felt like a scarlet lover, her cheeks flushed at the thought of her latest betrayal. If the lights had been on she wouldn’t have done it, but they’d entered her bedroom in the early morning when the moon had yet to disappear. She put her hands on top of the nightstand and once their bodies were intertwined she thought nothing of the jilted lovers in her drawer.

His large fingers abused her nipples, his tongue swirled around her own and he probed her g-spot. When she reached the point where she would normally drop the frisky fingers, he probed faster, like a bank robber on the run. At this moment she felt the one thing she never felt with her vibrators. She screamed his name.

On top of that he didn’t take well to the suggestion of an O ring.

“Why?” he asked.

She didn’t think an answer of “why not” would satisfy him so she closed the door to that avenue. He didn’t even know about the drawer and she wasn’t sure how he’d respond once he did. Would he make her choose? Or force her to reveal he was perfect in every way, but his tongue work left her inner lips hungry for more. This was madness, how had she gotten to the point of needing his permission? That smile. She’d left her job and was moving to another state, because his smile made her feel warmth from tip of her toes to the base of her neck.

She was changing a lot for four little words, but not everything needed to unravel. She placed a hand over the row of friends and pounced on the frisky fingers, opened her purse and stuffed the toy inside. Slamming the drawer shut, she grabbed the magazines and walked out of the sunshine splattered room.

——-

Nightstand For Free

On the corner of Brook and Ashby is a mahogany nightstand. For FEMALES ONLY.

Please don’t contact this poster with other services.


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